I have so much pain deep inside my soul,
It is starting to effect my everyday life
Secrets I have kept hidden for so long
They can not be kept anymore,

I have to find me
I do not know how to do that
How do I find that hurt little girl
Who is all grown up now,
Bitter and hating the world
How does all that pain come out
It has been inside for so long
Why is it coming out now,

How did I get here
So many lies in my life
How do I find some kind of peace
Just to live everyday,
How do I start praying again
I forgot how to do even that
I forgot how to have faith
How do I start to believe again
I do not want to hurt anybody
I just want someone to talk to
Someone who will listen
Someone who will really hear me

@Copyright to Laura L Charles