Happy Idiot…
Drained,
Brittle casing,
Marked by sadness,
Fretted…
Informal fright.

Could I feel any less?
Could I resist more?
Could I try even harder?
Could she be right?
Could I be…
Could I justly care less?

Fusion,
Swelling,
Bleeding thoughts,
Endless self-doubt,
Infinite Enigma,
Drowning gag…
I must find my way.

Happy idiot…
Buried hole,
"Pssssss… wake up!"
Repressed anger,
Reflection blame,
Words… just words,
Repetitive,
I'm now deaf.
I'm now mute.
Un-ring the bell…
No place to run,
Please stop.

Eyes wide open…
I'm now leaving…
I'm free.
Free to find my way.
Quenched from the unknown…
Content with my reality…
With… me.

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