Before I bleed -and I will bleed
Just those few uncertain days
Hot Pink Lightning rage burns my veins
my eyes search for wisdom on the back of my head
throat tightens
frustrated breath exhaled again

Just those few uncertain days
My womb becomes a wailing wall
Straining to quiver, shudder and cry
my eyes bleed instead
a heartbeat aches in my hips

those few uncertain days
restlessness swirls around me
cluttering my mind
white skirts with no slips cling to my legs a'la Lady Di in the garden
hot summer waiting to bleed

roll off of me and out the door
that makes waiting ever more dramatic
no panic no panic no panic

another shade crimson

my best panties tempt it to come
promising submissive permission to murder on the white silk and yellow lace
visualize crimson those few uncertain days wait to percolate

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